
My Rants
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
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GO!!!!!
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i'm so freaking disappointed in myself. wad have i done this year. it's like wad have i been doing?!!!!!! omg. sleeping????!!! well i hv been sleeping in class. omg. i shalt not then. seeing that reali made me feel veri lousy. it's tearing me apart. i cant stand te fact although i hv to accept. i'm veri dejected now. n i'm short of time. seriously short of time. nxt year not much time. i guess i had made a wrong decision after all. i tot i could cope but now i'm seriously so not sure. i hate this feeling of falling down. it's even worse then punture wound, abrasion or wadever. i hate this. i begin to understand how much i actually care. i reali do put it as my first piority. i shall try harder. everything going wrong now. i shall make it right. can i?
i feel so lost out. it's like first time in my entire life? oh... i'm not that old.
i mus mus been to lazy. i know i hv to start now. but jus dun hv the power. shall start tmr morning 8am. shall we? haha. GO!
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