My Rants

Saturday, May 31, 2008 - sore throat :

argh. my throat hurts like siao.

i nearly fainted around the lunch time cos my lunch was later than usual. i had to eat so much to stop my legs and hands from shivering lah.

i send sms to ppl n less than half replied.

i need something that can cure my sore throat immediately.

The sun is rising @ 10:11 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 - let me :

i was doing chem hw just now. n i feel a strong sense of hurt.

Let me cry.

The sun is rising @ 10:25 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - truth :

the truth is we hate the truth.
when truth comes knocking on us, we want it to be a lie. when lies come knocking on us, we want the truth.
The truth is i want it to be a lie.

i slept during bio. cant help it. the truth is i shall not sleep in any lessons ever again. i must stay awake in all lessons although i may not look forward to them :)

i duno how im going to react in chem tmr. the whole class will just sink into depression. n im sure whenever we do chem, we will remember choo. we all thought that he is going to journey together with us for the 2 yrs. n now it is not even halfway through. it's only 1/4 through. i don't understand. what's the problem with the school? chem teachers r leaving one by one when the whole corhot takes chem. the whole school takes chem. n they are the very very good ones.

cai is a vampire cos her ears amplifies music. but then she tuned out durig bio lesson-.-
tmr going taka. then maybe the duno wad bookshop will sell eclispe. yay. i will have something to keep me occupied. yay.

i dun want to know the truth.

The sun is rising @ 8:39 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008 - hit me -.- :

i hate IT.
i dun use hate often.

WHY WHY WHY.
like anybody can answer me.
stop stop stop.
tell me it's a lie.

i m so sad :/

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Saturday, May 24, 2008 - pink pink pink flagg :

o.0 my tagboard is quite dead. nvm abt that.

i m tired after the walking around. walk walk buy buy squeeze squeeze paint paint wash wash eat eat talk talk. n the benettons finished the group flag. yay :)

n some ppl r doing their holi homework liao. so scary.

n i found someone whose first and fifth choice of cca is same as me. n so we ended up in the same cca =) our first choice is embarrassing. haha.

B & N is very funny combi... like will not happen de? ignore me if u dun understand.

i want a peaceful life...

The sun is rising @ 9:04 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008 - :

101th post.

i finish new moon n the story stops in the middle of nowhere. so now i wan eclipse. bella is frickle-minded. the dumb human that cause everything to be in choas.

sleeping rather late these few days. bad bad.

SAIL Task is tedious. I wonder my boat has reach the shore already cos i met a storm surge.

i going beach road tmr. again.

i need a stove n nothing else...

A mountain in my school bag. o.0

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Thursday, May 22, 2008 - trio :

YuJia has now become a dumb2 dumb4 group. well... the trio =)

cant face my PPR. i feel no sadness. maybe disappointment. im immune to grades which is obviously bad.

too much things happened this term n today didnt feel like last day of term2.

i went woodlands regional library n took forever to find a book cos the books there are not nice at all. they r mostly stories relating to war or some really fantasy stuff or thrillers. i wan to read the host but apprently all on loan. n then i owe the library $1.80 cos i always return books late.

bus 912 also took forever to come. i hope holiday takes forever to end too =)

The sun is rising @ 9:52 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 - DEAD :

the world is DEAD. dun need wait until 21/12/2012.

freaking irritated after recess today. my temper is totally incorrigible. the world whole will just ignore me. ppl will simply leave me alone if i explode, so everytime i will be the one to an wei myself.

wad fresh air i got in bus 76 today. nearly puked out all my touhuay i ate.

i m sick totally SICK of social studies graded. i shld have waited for the sky to drop and see people's reaction. research until i puke blood.

if i say i wan to ***. tt is like wrong. so i shld say i feel like *****. great. no diff. somewhere along that line. jus get the idea that im stressed. UNFAIRNESS is rotating around me.

i shall shut up and not talk.
if the world is going to end. i will jus wait for it to come. instead of crazily running about cos also no use. get it? cos in the end, the world is still ending.

The sun is rising @ 9:09 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 - laugh like sot :

cai xinying offically owes me an explanation.

but i can skip that if she treats me to nice nice applepie. oR ice blended mocha will be even better.

apart from joven frenw strawberry guy, violin guy n shooter guy i created one more for cai's frenw. =)

heheee. how interesting is my news report?

i managed alittle of the project. at least 1/2 done. well. as least something is done.

i need to read new moon now or i will faint.

The sun is rising @ 11:12 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008 - POP :

lalala. i see porcupine everydayyy! =) pop pop pop.

i hate those ppl who always act kind when actually they r scheming inside those chinese drama. irritating.

yay. my term supposedly ended with impromptu speech.

holi holi. hohohoho.

lalalala.

heheheheee.

im mad =)

The sun is rising @ 7:32 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008 - yay-ness :

okay. I LOVE DALE <3>

o.0 someone's going stalk me. haha. i met abi today at fortunate restaurant!!! mother's day so i had da can1 to eat. yay. the dian xin all very nice =) fantastic.

hippo says hougang mall got all the books i wanted so i went there. but then, the new moon i found wasnt in tip-top condition n twilight was horribly vandalised n there wasnt eclipse. how great. hopeless in finding the books.

hopeless in hoping i will score well for tt elit essay.

i did bio ws. yay.
i shall go have have a nice sleep <3>
yay-ness in me.

The sun is rising @ 9:59 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008 - :

someone jus told me bring umbrella where-ever i go during 2nd week? n i dun get the msg? haha.

i jus researched for united colours of benetton. it's my jtc group name. n weirdly it does not have a logo. okay i found something like a logo but it's not a picture tt can be drawn on my group flag. my group flag is pink somemore .o.0. United Colours of Benetton is a brand btw.

n i remembered i did something very stupid before interview on fri. im supposed to go to the specs stand there tt classroom by the front door. somehow i couldnt recognise the front door n went to open heart-to-heart room tt door. super blur lah. u knw wad? i actually asked ppl where's the door but they all ignored me. how great. when i went to wrong door, they dun even borther to tell me lor. then after the interview cos ppl scattered everywhere n i cant find pung n asked ppl again. then again ppl ignored me.

i complete wad i wan to do today! not everything though...
my living room tv is still out-of-service.
zhou ri ba dian dang is funny. night ppl <3>

The sun is rising @ 9:57 PM

Friday, May 9, 2008 - life :

I LOVE DILL <3

okay ignore me. ppl shld knw who dill is. u knw chip n dill? =)

interview today was sort of totally unprepared.
bnco was supposed to be my last camp. n i felt guilty again for not going cos ai ya. u go guess. so maybe i will put off that holiday plan. oh my.

i want to buy twilight, new moon n eclispe.

holiday is super packed? plus hw n stuff. no time for slacking. first week lessons. second week free. third week camp. fourth week job attachment. gosh.

luckily my bro didnt get back any papers. cos there will be 2 possibilities. celebrate until i dun feel like doing hw. OR whole family sinking into 'depression', then u can hear pin drop.

i feel 'bad'. i fully aware i dun deserve it. dun box me =) good night <3

The sun is rising @ 7:52 PM

Thursday, May 8, 2008 - :

something wrong wif me. i am supposed to send this msg to theresa. but then i kept getting her number wrong so eventually it took me 3 sms to get it right. dumb2 dumb4.

i tink im very bored. not that i got nothing to do but i went to google new moon. n one web actually made me read the first chapt of the book. n it stopped at the climax which is to be continued with the 2nd chapt of the book. arghh. how great. marvellous.

n i got cheated on my way home jus after the crime talk. how great. this person came to 'attack' me , telling me to buy this pen which cost $2 to help the physically disabled blah blah. n i couldnt get away. n said i had no $ but the fact i had 5 bucks in my wallet n i carrying it in my hand somemore. she jus wouldnt let me off saying i surely got $. i decided to buy, thinking that this is some charity thing. well i gave $5 n after she gave me a $2 change she says she has no more change. but i ignored her n stand there waiting for her to search for change, which she did. n u knw wads the note with the pen? i only read it after i bought: it says it is not some charity thing n the profit that the seller may obtained is theirs.

fume. these ppl always attack students. SO i didnt get to buy my strawberry yogurt drink.

tmr, interview. leaving it to fate since i dun hv much expectations on this.

impromptu speech during english lesson was totally disorgainsed and random. bad.

i going watch tv on com cos i dun think my tv in the living room is ever going to on.

The sun is rising @ 7:16 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 - :

i shall come to the conclusion that my brother is sounding so happy cos tmr is his last paper, then it will be the end oof SA1. i can live without tv. my house tv has been cut off for like abt a week. cut off meaning wire cut, not jus plug out.

i went to watch the sneak peak of twilight movie again. quite sure that the whole world would be crazy when the movie comes out. okay, or shld i change to at least half the world.

i didnt feel like talking at home these few days. suddenly, there's nothing to talk about. well... i tink i speak for less than 10 sentences since i came home today.

i didnt bring my phone home. i left it under my table. hope it wouldnt disappear cos is new phone. n i realise only on the mrt. cai wouldnt stop reading eclipse in front of me. i prob wun read books until the holidays begin.

hopefully my phone is still under my table tmr.

The sun is rising @ 7:09 PM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 - expect wad :

apparently my com is not working n this com is weird. webpgs r in chinese. what im going to write is going to be horrible. totally. cant expect me to write in a diary or something, so i hv to write here.

starting to think my life is going haywire. things happening around me whether at home or anywhere else r making me depressed. books r suppose to help me forget wads happening currently n yup jus go into the book. not working. so i have stoppped reading. the book is now safely on a thick classic book and below a huge dictonary, 1 potter book and 3 other hard cover books. i suppose they r balancing well. bb, story. too bad my mind wouldnt be able to register yr small ending. im insane :)

something wrong with my hands. i needed tissue during recess. 2 times i walk to the toilet there to get. how amazing. i was expecting that my milo-ice would fall out any moment. n it did. i can forecast the future. interesting. ** *** *** *** ********

hopeless. like its hopeless to hope for good grades for my yi lun wen. n hopeless to hope that my ppr will turn out nice this term. but its definitely not hopeless to hope that this term ppr will create the lowest record. o.0. hope is not safely kept in the box. it mus have flew away. sad.

tmr there's geo. n i am being reminded of the best place by the sea to commit------. its bad that we are taught such things. haha. cos we learning coasts now.

y am i the one suppose to be careless? i bathed liao then went to wash my face and then my shirt n shorts were wet again. i mus have used too much force washing my face :) then i broke something. n i nearly got knocked by a bicycle on the way home today. if i had moved one more step to my left, all my joints which were alr cracking would have broke. the fact is i usually keep to the right on my way home, i mus be daydreaming while walking.

it's not fair. n somebody said nothing's fair. born like that live like that. started like that so remain as that. not fair. haha. random. great thinking from great humans doesnt applies. it only applies to a new bunch of great humans.

i totally random everywhere. a lot of cha xu in my post. cha xu is a kind of writing technique in chinese. i am crapping. i have to keep my mouth shut cos it's shooting too much nonsense. nobody is listening. wondering if i ever listens cos im not listened. it rhymes=) cool=)

unexpectedness. i feeling cold n hot. bad. i totally cant decide whether i wan to be hot to death or cold to death. dun tink any way is better. im crapping again. reaching school later than usual everyday. but obviously, im still punctual :)

loads of crap i have written. i shall go sleep since 90% im not able to have a peaceful sleep at night. ghostly neighbours r too noisy. bb. i love small text <3

The sun is rising @ 4:58 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008 - genes :

i know y i can do standing board jump. not tt i am exceptionally good in it but at least i can jump easily. knw y? its in the genes or something. my whole family is good at it.

i was trying to jump today randomly somewhere. my bro wan to compete wif me. i tot he cui nui lor but he even jump further than me? my dad can jump even further. my mum can jump same dist too. 0.0. my mum was a long jumper last time. as in obviously not national tt kind but school base, she got second. interesting cos i didnt knw. so standing broad jump is in my genes.

i wan to eat nice deserts NOW. so demanding. haha.
porcopine! squirrel! doggy!
they r cute animals :)
cai is taking such a long time to do her shen huo sui bi.
frm yesterday lunch until now?!
oooops, later she box me.
bb.

The sun is rising @ 6:12 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008 - no stock :

eat breakfast.
did nothing.
went for lunch.
bathe.
sleep.
eat dinner.
comeback.
try to change my blogskin.

its very hard to change to a skin that is not black cos my words r multi-coloured. n after changing quite a few, i tink my present skin looks better. i hv this mushroom skin but it dun really suits. hai ya. then got others. it takes alot of time to change a skin cos i will change the fonts, adjust here n there. in the end, i tink i shall keep the present one for the time being.

borrowing twilight book is difficult. now i wan to buy it also ma fan. went popular at thomson n causeway n both also no stock. dun tink i will ever read it liao.

i shall go write my chinese sheng huo sui bi now.

The sun is rising @ 11:18 PM

Friday, May 2, 2008 - i love porcupine :) :

i love porcupine. its like super super SUPER cute! fat and chubby :)

hug it during social studies lesson when n the teacher was like rushing to get the lesson over? so weird. i wasnt particularly listening though i was staring at the txtbk.
as in. how do u expect me to gv attention when there's a 4Ms test few hrs later?

anyway, bck to topic---i love porcupine. i love soft toys. its hair looks cool when u gel it. yay. oh jus remembered when cai n me was at causeway tt day, we went in this shop n there was this big big bear t costs 90++ bucks. cai was telling the bear to hug her. hahahah. if anyone can buy me that huge bear i will jump over the moon. yay.

very long never feel so happy liao cos nxt week tests dun need to memorise. n therefore nothing to prepare. but monday getting bck some yi lun wen thing n i knw my chinese this term is seriously jus pass. i can jus dig a hole to hide my head.

edward in twilight shld be simply perfect from wad i heard from those ppl who had read the book. havent read yet but went to search the twilight movie characters. edward surely doesnt look tt perfect in the movie. hahah. nobody's perfect... cant blame him but i tink he looks better as cedric in harry potter. a hippo was saying she would read it again if she wans to feel loved. absouletly abnormal. ignore. --

i have so much junk to say. shall stop n go find my new blogskin :)

The sun is rising @ 9:28 PM