My Rants
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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apparently my com is not working n this com is weird. webpgs r in chinese. what im going to write is going to be horrible. totally. cant expect me to write in a diary or something, so i hv to write here.starting to think my life is going haywire. things happening around me whether at home or anywhere else r making me depressed. books r suppose to help me forget wads happening currently n yup jus go into the book. not working. so i have stoppped reading. the book is now safely on a thick classic book and below a huge dictonary, 1 potter book and 3 other hard cover books. i suppose they r balancing well. bb, story. too bad my mind wouldnt be able to register yr small ending. im insane :) something wrong with my hands. i needed tissue during recess. 2 times i walk to the toilet there to get. how amazing. i was expecting that my milo-ice would fall out any moment. n it did. i can forecast the future. interesting. ** *** *** *** ********
hopeless. like its hopeless to hope for good grades for my yi lun wen. n hopeless to hope that my ppr will turn out nice this term. but its definitely not hopeless to hope that this term ppr will create the lowest record. o.0. hope is not safely kept in the box. it mus have flew away. sad.
tmr there's geo. n i am being reminded of the best place by the sea to commit------. its bad that we are taught such things. haha. cos we learning coasts now.
y am i the one suppose to be careless? i bathed liao then went to wash my face and then my shirt n shorts were wet again. i mus have used too much force washing my face :) then i broke something. n i nearly got knocked by a bicycle on the way home today. if i had moved one more step to my left, all my joints which were alr cracking would have broke. the fact is i usually keep to the right on my way home, i mus be daydreaming while walking.
it's not fair. n somebody said nothing's fair. born like that live like that. started like that so remain as that. not fair. haha. random. great thinking from great humans doesnt applies. it only applies to a new bunch of great humans.
i totally random everywhere. a lot of cha xu in my post. cha xu is a kind of writing technique in chinese. i am crapping. i have to keep my mouth shut cos it's shooting too much nonsense. nobody is listening. wondering if i ever listens cos im not listened. it rhymes=) cool=) unexpectedness. i feeling cold n hot. bad. i totally cant decide whether i wan to be hot to death or cold to death. dun tink any way is better. im crapping again. reaching school later than usual everyday. but obviously, im still punctual :) loads of crap i have written. i shall go sleep since 90% im not able to have a peaceful sleep at night. ghostly neighbours r too noisy. bb. i love small text <3
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