My Rants

Sunday, July 27, 2008 - :

i bet i bEt i BET.
i will die without a study table.
i will die without my bookshelf.
i will die without a proper bedroom.

okay enough about dying.
cos i need to live through this.
but why is it happening NOW?!

when im going to take some major exam.
when EOYS are sneaking round the corner.

wad major changes in my life.
how am i going to live thru this :/
not good. not great.

how i wish i can create a room out of thin air.
can somebody help me.
no.
is the only answer i will get.

adding on to my sadness.
i only got 2 replies.
is it so hard to get 3 replies. just 3?
yes.
the only answer i will get.

just apparate me out of thin air, alright?


The sun is rising @ 8:57 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008 - :

aye. i dun like that korean show ending.

went with bai cai today to pay tuition fee. on the way back saw this sales-woman advertising ice-cream machine. so cool cos i duno how ice-cream is made! then ate tako-ball from a new stall at admiralty. the put alot of weird sauce though...

ppl are asking me to blog abt their greatness n niceness.
yay. joy is great cos she is in the same cca as me.
cai is nice cos she goes home with me almost everyday.
n many many ppl are great and nice:)

dumb convo started by me...
tmr will be a better day says:
dale say hello to you
salt neutralise sugar says:
OH
salt neutralise sugar says:
HI
salt neutralise sugar says:
-waves like mad-
salt neutralise sugar says:
HIHI
salt neutralise sugar says:
really nice to meet you!
tmr will be a better day says:
she needs specs
salt neutralise sugar says:
GOSH
salt neutralise sugar says:
SHE DOES?
tmr will be a better day says:
watch too much tv le
tmr will be a better day says:
cos she live in urban envir not in the woods
salt neutralise sugar says:
HAHAH
salt neutralise sugar says:
who ask you let her watch tv
tmr will be a better day says:
or else wad
tmr will be a better day says:
bring her to school for bio lesson
salt neutralise sugar says:
yea
tmr will be a better day says:
die of boredness
salt neutralise sugar says:
i bet she will appreciate it

okay. i should not emo here. jiu4 ci3 ting1 bi3

The sun is rising @ 9:35 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008 - :

tian da de xin wen. theresa told me Mr XXX and Miss XXX went home under an umbrella. lalala.

im amused n must be happy for them luh. yay :)

The sun is rising @ 9:34 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008 - :

lalala. i went for the first ever tuition after 2 and 1/2 years. my chinese standard sort of drop luh. i dun knw wad to do about my speech's opening.
tmr is monday again.
then it's going to be friday again.
saturday, sunday, lalalala.
oh crap. i crazy luh.
was talking to cai about my neopet meerca went to try on clothes. im prob too bored >_<
life will be better tmr;)

The sun is rising @ 4:50 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008 - :

i guess i will only blog on friday, sat or sun for a long time to come cos my life is totally (i dun wan to spell that word). my chinese listening compre totally screwed. made me feel like (i dun wan to spell that word). n i realise all problems i facing would be solved if i like migrate to other schools. oh wadever:/ maybe it was wrong decision from the start and now i have to live with it. im sorry to whoever i owe unintentionally. n yeah i not (i dun wan spell that word) alright. till now i still think so. i dread but wads the use? (i dun wan spell that word)me for all i care. anybody. totally lost my direction on thurs afternoon. duno where i was walking to and cant bother to walk in the correct direction. the hardest part was the tears stuck inside me. n i managed to smile today in school for duno wad reason. i lost my believe somehow on the way. duno if i fund it back. initally, it was just responsibility i thought needed to be fulfilled but now is like (i duno spell this word). no such word anyway. i created it myself. gave me a medium hat but i duno how use it. wrong wrong will lead to 2 wrongs. blah. wad talking me? i cannot say everything i want to say here and cannot say verbally also, n so the voice inside my head is probably going to explode. later the blood vessels burst for all i care. thinking is a bad choice because there is no solution to solutions of every problem. i typing freaking many words without leaving paras. teacher would prob be so irritated if he/she reads an essay like this. oh well. i dun feel well. crap. i solved the rubriks cube finally. n went to listen to the song crying or something like that sung by jaejoong. i am wasting time which can be used to do more constructive stuff than typing my silly life. i need to include more more rhethorical devices in my speech. i have to live through the rainy days with thunder and lightning and tell myself that tmr will be a better day.

The sun is rising @ 11:14 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008 - :

i slept super late last night n wake up super early today. as usual, alarm set at 6.30am but it takes 1.5hr for me to get out of bed-.-

i slogged from morning till afternoon. woah. clapclap. i managed to watch tv too. a round of applause.

i dun wan to care abt physics project. totally getting on my nerves. wads the point anyway? i shall go stabilise pisa tower myself. who cares wad the professionals did? dig out the soil blah blah. n i cant find the blah blah. ridiculous. internet research is totally taking up too much time._ _ _ _.

i want learn korean if 3rd lang provides. but from wad i know, no such thing. knowing how to speak n write korean will be like super COOOL.

the leaning tower of pisa has 296 steps i tell u.

The sun is rising @ 9:31 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008 - :

i realised can you give me a decade is like totally wrong? cos i need a decade. so give me a decade.

there's simply too much things to do. physics project is super duper i duno wad. my speech not done. how great is this? n no saying no to tv is bad. i want to have magic powers XD

no. no. no. dun came to me. testing my endurance? u probably wouldnt want to try. i wan to change this orange colour.

The sun is rising @ 11:42 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008 - :

how great. i have to type in the html part. gah... n something else is not appearing on the posting pg. i shall type in stars again :)

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yay. i going borders or kino tmr.
chao ji duo gong ke presently. i very bu shuang.
chem was initally the most ever interesting lesson now is like the most ever boring lesson. n guess wad? i broke record again cos i didnt sleep in class this whole entire week. yay. im talking crap AGAIN.
can i hire a professional to help me write my speech?
i want to go lala land for some reason then i can meet po, the ahma.
n i seriously dun wan to have nightmares of ppl nearly shooting me under a HDB flat.
i must have some pychological problems :/ too stressed? but i laugh all day ._ _ _.
random-ness. okay i go back to chem ws. not lala land.

The sun is rising @ 11:54 PM