this is really horrible. i can't put my thoughts into words these days so they come out incoherent. i'hv been thinking about LIFE. im probably emo-ing but i think thinking about my goals is important though nothing ever flowers from my thinking process. after so much of so called acquiring knowledge process sometimes i feel that i'm useless. apart from reading the textbook, answering questions, what more do i know about? when i feel like doing something i'hv never done before, there's this voice in my head that says "you won't be good at it". truth is i don't seem to be good in anything. i want to do something that i feel i'm good at and not be looked as insignificant. why am i not gifted for something?