My Rants

Sunday, January 31, 2010 - :

learn it the hard way.

i guess i've never realised how much i've got until things stop being normal. it took me four years to find my way and now i'm faced with the unfamiliar again. but this time it's harder... i think. i'm now trying to start a car with no oil in the tank.

it doesnt matter how mundane life can be, i hope to regain normalcy soonn.

The sun is rising @ 7:00 PM

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 - :

this is an eccentric message from theresa to her friends! -i know it's hard to read in the caps-

STAY ACTIVE AND HEALTHY AND TREASURE YOUR LIFE AND DONT FORGET TO PEE AND EAT AND DONT ME SURPRISED IF I COME BACK FAT AND DONT STARVE YOURSELF TO STAY THIN AND DONT TRY TO AVOID AND IGNORE ME COZ I WILL FEEL SAD AND DONT FORGET ABOUT ME HOR AND JIAYOUS IN YOUR STUDIES

DONT GO CRAZY AND DISOBEY THE LAW AND GET YOURSELF DRUNK WHEN YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ALLOWED TO AND DONT EMO AND CUT YOURSELF. THERE IS ALWAYS A BETTER SOLUTION

she also said must do her proud and miss her! sounds like some adult. hahaha. anyway there's still more....

DONT FORGET ME
JIAYOUS
DONT GO SUICIDAL
DONT GO MUGGING CRAZY

yup. that should be all. this is the longest post in many months i think. all thanks to theresa!

The sun is rising @ 7:40 PM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 - :

you know sometimes i really want to be good at something. maybe if i could sing, dance or draw i wouldnt have to think of what i want to be.

The sun is rising @ 8:30 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010 - :

it's scary that no words can express what im feeling now. it's scary to find the pieces tumbling down again.

The sun is rising @ 8:22 PM

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 - :

i have no patience at all and you can slap me for that. staying at home is not good anymore. it's making me frustrated and weird. box me.

so whatever im going to write has no connection to whatsoever.

just got insulted and i guess i had that coming. words slap, cut and leave you bleeding. maybe someone should call the psychologist and you know wipe out my memory.

life goes on

The sun is rising @ 3:20 PM

Friday, January 1, 2010 - :

So today is the start of the new year.

you know what, when you're at home for too long, you start to get used to it. wake, eat, read, eat, play, eat, stare, sleep. right now, i seriously don't have the urge to go back to anything. laidback or whatever you call me, it's hard to get the engine to start again. anyway, it sputtered through the last year.

thinking back, many times i'hv been in the shadows, wanting to step out and show that im something. so what am i?

will i be?

The sun is rising @ 10:44 PM