My Rants

Thursday, October 28, 2010 - :

me first.

i suppose all things work this way.

if someone is taking care of stuff, i can care lesser.

that's the mindset.

so, for everything that involves more than myself, be the one that cares less. what an unethical lesson i've learnt.

selfish i suppose.

On the other hand, the people who care are ..... for punishment. they know that they are taken advantaged of but don't know the right way of retaliating.

Point: i don't know how to be evil as much as i want to be.

screwed. i really screwed up.
i thought it didn't matter
but the self expectation is there
i have to start making choices
but i don't know how
i'm not receptive to things im doing now
and for things i'm interested in
im afraid to take the risk
i'm praying for enlightenment

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