i am going bonkas. i havent known studying can go to such an extent and the worst thing is i havent been very efficient. i can't even churn out the energy to do my GP homework much less think about how to improve it. i really need someone to save me well knowing the only person who can change all this is myself. i've got to do it no matter what- by hook or by crook. somehow when i think positively so that i can convince myself to slack for a while, i do worse. i should really remind myself this: if i don't try to open my brain and study for the entire day, i'm going to die soon. two weeks left, and somehow there are things leftover everyday. getting quite sick of my daily boring life. tomorrow shall be a better day. i'm going to make sure i finish everything on my schedule.